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[23 Dec 2002|01:30pm] |
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I guess I sh0uld start out f0r what happened yesterday. To start off my day, I went t0 my grandm0ther`z h0use. We had t0 open giftz with them, cuz they are leavin' t0m0rr0w night t0 g0 out of state. So, we went, and spent time with them, and my aunt, uncle, and their family. It wasn`t all that bad. I actualy had a g0od time f0r once. I came h0me, and I was just s0 b0red. I talked t0 my friend Josh. He had given me his number t0 call him s0metime if I wanted. I didn`t think it w0uld be any harm, he`z a nice guy, and all. So, I called him last night at like 8:30. It wasn`t what I expected it t0 be. It was far much w0rse. Well, First of all. I kn0w this is gr0ss, and everything. But yeah, It s0unded like he was jacking off, and I w0uldn`t d0ubt that he was. He was all out of breath, and he was breathing really heavy. Then, t0 t0p that off. He started t0 tell me h0w I turned 'em on. I d0n`t kn0w h0w. I mean christ, I didn`t even d0 anything, but talk. Then, He started t0 call me baby, babe, and sexy. I c0uldn`t handle it. I`m n0t the type of pers0n t0 hang up on s0me0ne. So, I didn`t. Instead I sat there. After everything he said, I was just like "I kn0w". I didn`t kn0w what else t0 say. He then t0ld me h0w he wanted t0 kiss me, and lick me all over my b0dy. He kn0wz damn well I have Justin, and I l0ve him! Why the fuck w0uld he say that shit t0 me?! God, Anywayz. I had asked Diana if she c0uld call me, cuz every0ne else was busy, and I wanted an excuse t0 get out of the c0nversati0n. So, She called me. The first time it beeped, I was like: "Josh, I have t0 g0, I have a beep". He said: "Just stay with me, y0u kn0w y0u want t0". I said: "Josh, I have t0 g0". He w0uldn`t let me click over. Then, it st0pped beeping, and Diana had t0ld me "pick up, w0man". I was trying t0. I asked her t0 d0 it again. So, she did. I was like: "Josh, I have a beep, I have t0 g0". He just kept saying: "Just stay with me, y0u kn0w y0u want t0". Then he said: "I want t0 make y0u scream my name out in pleasure". I was like: "I have a b0yfriend, that I l0ve". He t0ld me: "So, No one has t0 kn0w ab0ut it". I was like CHRIST. I c0uldn`t believe he wanted me t0 cheat on Justin. I`m n0t that kind of pers0n. I l0ve Justin with all my heart, I was n0t ab0ut t0 cheat on him. The ph0ne st0pped beeping. I asked Diana t0 d0 it one m0re time. She did. I was like: "Josh, I have t0 g0, I missed it the other 2 timez, I have t0 g0". He was like: "Okay, Say bye t0 me, baby". I was like: "bye". Then I hung up. When I clicked over t0 her...I l0st it. I started bawling, and she asked me what was wr0ng. So, I t0ld her. I haven`t talked t0 Justin yet. The ph0ne g0t all staticy, and cut off on us last night. I want t0 tell him. I feel s0 h0rrible. I can`t believe he wanted me t0 cheat on him. -bawlz-. I can`t handle much m0re of this. It`z n0w like 10:46 in Seattle. I`m trying t0 wait a lil bit, and then I`ll call Justin, and h0pefully he`ll have his cell on. If n0t, I`m seri0usly g0nna cry. I want t0 tell him what he wanted me t0 d0. God, I think I`m just g0nna g0. I`m s0 disgusted, and I feel h0rrible. I didn`t sleep very g0od at all. I just want t0 talk t0 my baby. I`m out.
2 m0nthz, 3 weekz, and 6 dayz |
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[20 Dec 2002|03:51pm] |
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Every day is s0 w0nderful
And suddenly, it`s hard t0 breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
Fr0m all the fame, I`m s0 ashamed
I am beautiful n0 matter what they say
Wordz can`t bring me d0wn
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, w0rdz can`t bring me d0wn
So d0n`t y0u bring me d0wn t0day
To all y0ur friendz, y0u`re deliri0us
So c0nsumed in all y0ur d0om
Tryin' hard t0 fill the emptiness
The piece is g0ne let the puzzle und0ne
That`s the way it is
You are beautiful n0 matter what they say
Wordz can`t bring y0u d0wn
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, w0rdz can`t bring y0u d0wn
Don`t y0u bring me d0wn t0day...
No matter what we d0
(n0 matter what we d0)
No matter what we say
(n0 matter what they say)
When the sun is shinin' thr0ugh
Then the cl0udz w0n`t stay
And everywhere we g0
(everywhere we g0)
The sun will alwayz shine
(sun will alwayz shine)
But t0m0rr0w will find a way
All the other side
We are beautiful n0 matter what they say
Yes, wordz w0n`t bring us d0wn
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, w0rdz can`t bring us d0wn
So, d0n`t y0u bring me d0wn t0day
Don`t y0u bring me d0wn t0day
Don`t y0u bring me d0wn t0day
I`m s0 excited. I get t0 see Justin in 15 dayz. I can`t wait. I`m als0 kind of nerv0us. I had an early dismissal t0day 'cuz of Christmas break. I d0n`t g0 back till the 6th. I g0 see him the 4th. So, I`ll have al0t t0 talk ab0ut when I g0 back t0 sch0ol. My m0m is g0ing t0 take me. I`m g0nna take l0tz of picturez. I`m g0nna take s0me of him, me and him, him and my sister (if she g0ez), him and my m0m, and him my m0m and me. I can`t wait. -dancez-. I d0n`t kn0w h0w much l0nger I can wait. Anywayz, I`m g0nna g0.
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[19 Dec 2002|06:58pm] |
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This s0ng is f0r my babii
When I first saw y0u I already knew
There was s0mthin' inside of y0u
s0mthin' I th0ught that I w0uld never find
Angel of mine
I l0ok at y0u, l0okin' at me
Now I kn0w why they say the best thingz are free
I`m g0nna l0ve y0u b0y y0u are s0 fine
Angel of mine
How y0u changed my w0rld y0u`ll never kn0w
I`m different n0w, y0u helped me gr0w
y0u came int0 my life sent fr0m ab0ve
When I l0st all h0pe y0u sh0wed me l0ve
I`m checkin' f0r ya b0y y0u`re right on time
Angel of mine
Nothin' meanz m0re t0 me than what we share
No one in this wh0le w0rld can ever c0mpare
Last night the way y0u m0ved is still on my mind
Angel of mine
What y0u mean t0 me y0u`ll never kn0w
Deep inside I need t0 sh0w
y0u came int0 my life sent fr0m ab0ve
When I l0st all h0pe, y0u sh0wed me l0ve
I`m checkin' f0r ya, b0y y0u`re right on time
Angel of mine (Angel of mine)
I never knew I c0uld feel each m0ment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the l0ve that we make
I`ll only share it with y0u (y0u, y0u, y0u, y0u)
When I first saw y0u I already knew
There was s0mthin' inside of y0u
s0mthin' I th0ught that I w0uld never find
Angel of mine
You came int0 my life sent fr0m ab0ve
When I l0st all h0pe y0u sh0wed me l0ve
I`m checkin' f0r ya b0y, y0u`re right on time
Angel of mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)
How y0u changed my w0rld y0u`ll never kn0w
I`m different n0w, y0u helped me gr0w
I l0ok at y0u, l0okin' at me
Now I kn0w why they say the best thingz are free
I`m checkin' f0r ya, b0y y0u`re right on time
Angel of mine
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[18 Dec 2002|04:43pm] |
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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which eye are you?
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I t0ok this quiz, and I`m in l0ve. -smilez-. Here`z my resultz.
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*Are You in Love?*
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a nice quiz
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oi! I t0ok this one quiz...Here`z my resultz.
"Am I marriage material (for females)?" - Results:
Either you lied or you are EXACTLY what every good man really wants! You are caring, you love little children, you know how to show love, and most importantly, you know how to recieve love. You are going to make some guy a very lucky man and you are going to be a great wife someday.
I`m marriage material. -sighz-. Justin, I l0ve y0u, sweetheart
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[16 Dec 2002|04:44pm] |
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--------------THE BASICS----------------
* Name On Birth Certificate: Tasha Marie
* Nicknames: Tash, Tashie
* Birthday: April 18th, 1986
* School: Upper Dauphin
* Colour of eyes: Brown
* Height: 5'4
* Shoe Size: 7 1/2, 8 1/2, 9 1/2...dependz on the shoe
* Brothers/Sisters: Derek (brother), Sara(half sister), James, Timothy (step brotherz)
* Who lives with you: My mom, and my sister
* When is your bedtime? Whenever I feel like goin' to bed
----------HAVE YOU EVER-----------
* Been so drunk you blacked out: no
* Missed school because it was raining: nope
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: nope
* Kept a secret from everyone: yes, of course
* Had an imaginary friend: nope
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: yes
* Cried during a Movie: uh huh
* Had a crush on a teacher: I've thought some were cute, but never had a crush on 'em..
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: nah
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: when I was realllly little
* Been on stage: mhmm
* Cut your own hair: mhmm
* Been sarcastic: yes, lotz of timez
---------FAVORITES-----------
* Shampoo: Herbal Essencez
* Soap: Lever 200, Zest
* Color: Blue
* Day/Night: night
* Summer/Winter: Summer
* Lace or satin: Satin
* Cartoon Characters: I don't have none
* Fave Food: Lasagna
* Fave Advertisement: I don't have none
* Fave Ice Cream: Peanut Butter Ripple, Chocolate Marshmallow
* Fave Subject: I like Business Math
* Fave Drink: Mountain Dew
-------------RIGHT NOW------------------
* Wearing: Aeropostale sweat pantz, Old Navy sweatshirt
* Hair is: up
* I'm feeling:lonely, sad
* Eating: nothing yet..I gotta wait for my mom to bring me some Chinese
* Drinking: Tea of course
* Thinking: How could I mess somthin' so good up, by being so stupid?
* Listening to: Avril Lavigne-Naked
* Talking to: Lauren
-----------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: yes, I did earlier actually
* Worn a skirt: No..
* Met someone new: Nope, Don't plan to either..
* Cleaned your room: Nope..
* Drove a car: Nope..
------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
* Yourself: Not exactly
* Your friends: Some of them, yes..otherz I'm not too sure about any more
* Santa Claus: why sure..
* Tooth Fairy: why sure..
* Destiny/Fate: mhmm
* Angels: mhmm
* Ghosts: mhmm
* Alternate life forms: no
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE--------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
* Who have you known the longest: Lauren
* Who's the shyest: Lauren
* Who's the weirdest: Philly
* Who do you go to for advice: Jen
* Who do you cry with: either myself, or Lauren
* When did you cry the most: -sighz- Either when I was in Florida on vacation, and my cousin died..or when I thought I lost Justin
* What's the best feeling in the world: Being loved by someone very special.
* Worst Feeling: When you're friend tellz you they don't ever want to talk to you again.....
-sighz- I`m really b0red, s0, I th0ught that I w0uld put that in there.
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[16 Dec 2002|08:12am] |
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Damn, I haven`t written in here in awhile. Yesterday Justin, and I have been t0gether f0r 2 m0nthz, and 3 weekz. I`m s0 happy I`m with him. -sighz-. Jon bl0cked me cuz I fucked up. I ap0l0gized I d0n`t kn0w h0w many timez, but If I were him I w0uldn`t talk t0 me either. I wish he w0uld unbl0ck me th0ugh. Jon, I kn0w y0u`ve read my j0urnal bef0re, So maybe y0u`re reading it n0w. I kn0w what I did was wr0ng, and I`m s0rry. She just asked me t0 tell her, cuz she didn`t want anything kept fr0m her, s0 I c0uldn`t n0t tell her. I want y0u t0 kn0w that I`m really s0rry, and I h0pe y0u`ll f0rgive me, and unbl0ck me. I`m s0rry. I`ve been really blah lately. I`ve been thinking. And, I think Justin is t0o g0od f0r me. He deservez better. I kn0w he d0n`t think that. He`z just s0 much better then I am. I l0ve him with all my heart. -sighz-. What is s0 great ab0ut me? Every0ne thinkz I`m great, and awes0me. How c0me I d0n`t see it? Why w0uld any0ne want me? -sighz again-. Wade t0ld me last night that it`z killing him, f0r him n0t being with me. He`z a great guy, and I d0 l0ve him. But, I l0ve Justin. My l0ve f0r Wade is wayyyyy less. Justin is my life. I`m g0nna g0 n0w.
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[27 Nov 2002|12:40pm] |
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I wr0te in here on Sunday, but my c0mputer messed up s0 yea. Anywayz, Today we had a half day 'cuz t0m0rr0w is 'Turkey Day'. woo0! I can`t wait t0 eat that nummy Turkey. I wish I c0uld spend Thanksgiving with my baby th0ugh. But, It`s okay. We have f0rever and ever t0 d0 that. Als0 Sunday was 2 m0nthz f0r me, and Justin. w00! -dancez-. I`m s0 excited. I`ve never been s0 happy in my life. I l0ve him s0 much. I`m kind of waitin` f0r him t0 get h0me right n0w, cuz he went t0 get paintball supplies. :-\ He getz t0 g0 play paintball t0m0rr0w while I`m stuck with my 'w0nderful' grandparents. -c0ughz-. They are far fr0m w0nderful. I think I`m gettin` sick. -snifflez-. OH! I......have a new baby sister. -smilez-. Her name is Maci Elizabeth. She`z premature. I get t0 see her on Friday! woo0! And, And, I get t0 h0ld her. -screamz-. I wanna see, and h0ld her n0w. But, I can`t. -sighz-. Anywayz, I think I`m g0nna g0 n0w.
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[22 Nov 2002|10:53am] |
Well, I didn`t g0 t0 sch0ol t0day, cuz I didn`t sleep at all last night, and I c0uldn`t wake up this m0rnin`. I just w0ke up ab0ut an h0ur ag0. I`m still really tired. Last night me, and my m0m g0t int0 a fight ab0ut stupid shit. She bitches at me f0r everything. Then I was talkin` t0 Justin, and s0mthin` happened and he disappeared. God only kn0ws what happened. But, *He* or m0re then likely Rose had g0tten back on, and they were on f0r like 35 minutez. I was talkin` t0 'em, But, I didn`t get an answer. Then they left. I d0n`t want t0 be here any m0re. I`m s0 sick of fightin` my m0m. I`m g0nna g0 watch tv n0w. So, I might be back later.
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[20 Nov 2002|04:55pm] |
A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?
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>>>>Crap! I`m extremely b0red. -sighz-. My m0m went t0 the Creed c0ncert last night. She said it was pretty g0od. 'Cept f0r a few things. She alm0st passed out cuz her and Jen didn`t get anything t0 eat bef0re they left. There was s0mthin` wr0ng with the speakers. And, It was jammed full, and she c0uldn`t m0ve. She said that the opening band were als0 g0od. I wish I c0uld`ve g0ne. I`m just kind of messin` with my j0urnal, and stuff. I`m als0 waitin` f0r my baby t0 get h0me. Hopefully Rose decided t0 give him his keyb0ard back. -r0llz eyez-. I d0n`t like her. She`s such a bitch. Anywayz, I`m s0 b0red. -sighz-. I only g0t t0 talk t0 Justin f0r an h0ur last night. -fr0wnz-. It`s all g0od th0ugh. I`ll make up f0r it later. I missed him s0 much t0day. But, of c0urse I d0 everyday. -grinz-. Anywayz, I think Imma g0 n0w.<<<<
~*Tasha*~
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[19 Nov 2002|03:45pm] |
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Well, As I just put in my c0mments thinger f0r my last entry I`m g0in` t0 type what I think, and feel. So, Here g0ez n0thin`. Bef0re I d0, I just want every0ne readin` this t0 kn0w that this j0urnal is f0r me t0 get things off my mind, and that`s exactly what I`m g0nna use it f0r, and if y0u d0n`t like it. Then d0n`t read it. I have al0t on my mind. I guess It`d be best t0 start fr0m the beginning.
>>>>Lauren, and I have been fightin` n0n-st0p since Adam has g0ne on vacati0n. He left 2 weeks ag0, and he is n0w back. Anywayz, We f0ught every day. She was the bitchiest person ever. She alwayz had t0 have thingz g0 her way, or else she w0uld be upset, or p0ssibly pissed off. She bitched at me f0r everything. If Justin w0uld say s0mthin` t0 her, she aut0matically assumed that I knew ab0ut it, and then when I said I didn`t, she w0uld be like "yea, right...................". She d0es that when she`s pissed, and she gave me an attitude. She was upset the wh0le time he was g0ne because of him bein` g0ne. He needed that vacati0n. He needed t0 be away fr0m w0rk f0r a lil bit. He needed t0 spend time with his dad; wh0m he went on the trip with. His dad, and him are kind of like me, and my dad. They d0n`t talk often. So, I t0ld her he needed a vacati0n, and he needed t0 spend it with his dad. Justin w0uld tell her that they w0uld have the rest of their lives t0 be t0gether, and that 2 weeks is n0thin`. He used t0 tell her s0mthin` ab0ut 100 yearz. I d0n`t exactly remember what it was. Anywayz, Now she`z scared of Justin, because he bitched at her. Actually, she kind of deserved it. Lauren was tryin` t0 get Car0lyn t0 n0t talk t0 me, or Justin. Why? I d0n`t kn0w. But, she was. I seen it. So, I asked Adam if he hated me. He said n0 of c0urse. Then he asked me why. So, I t0ld him that Lauren was tryin` t0 get Car0lyn t0 hate us. Well, Let`z just make a l0ng st0ry sh0rt. Adam didn`t care t0 hear what I had t0 say, because "he already heard it". He th0ught that just because Lauren already t0ld him, aut0matically meant that I was g0nna tell him the same shit. Well, I wasn`t g0in` t0. And, I knew that she w0uld keep out the fact that she bitched at me, and everything. She`d be t0o afraid that Adam w0uld think less of her. Which isn`t true, because Adam isn`t like that. Well, I t0ld Adam that. He said "tasha......fuck you, fuck off, you stupid lil bitch". Th0se exact w0rdz. I knew him l0nger then her. He`ll sit there and listen t0 what she has t0 say, and n0t listen t0 a g0d damn w0rd I had t0 say just because he THOUGHT I was g0nna say the same thing. Well, He was wr0ng. So, yes..I did bl0ck him, and yes I did bl0ck Lauren. She can sit there and say h0w much *I* fucked up. BUT, every0ne kn0ws it takez m0re then one pers0n t0 fuck up s0mthin`. I`m sure`s hell n0t capable of fuckin` it up myself. Every0ne can think that she`s a perfect 'lil angel. Well, She`z n0t. She can be very caring, and c0nsiderate of others. But, I`ve seen the other side of her. Not l0ng after Adam left she was upset, and she expected me to feel s0rry f0r her because he was g0ne. She practically t0ld me that I didn`t kn0w what it was like. I d0. Justin has been g0ne like that bef0re, and obvi0usly I`m still alive. So, what the fuck w0uld I sit there and pity her f0r? When I kn0w g0d damn well he`z g0nna c0me back, and everything will be g0od.<<<<
>>>>Car0lyn, I`m n0t g0nna tell y0u n0t t0 like her, because I`m NOT like her. But, I am g0in` t0 tell y0u this: She never liked y0u bef0re, She th0ught y0u were a bitch, She hated y0u. Now all of a sudden she`s y0ur best friend? Right. She can als0 sit there and blame it on me like the immature thing she is. I kn0w she blamed it on me. It was my fault. I made her think thingz. I made her think that y0u were a bad pers0n. *SHE* was the one that hated y0u. I didn`t make her think, see, or d0 anything she didn`t want t0 d0. I`m n0t like that. I`m n0t g0nna sit here, and say that I`m the perfect pers0n in the w0rld. Because, I`m very far fr0m.<<<<
>>>>I guess this is the end of my 'lil thing. I`m sick of typin`, and I can`t think of anything else. So, Imma g0. I might be back later. I l0ve y0u, Justin.<<<<
~*Tasha*~
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[16 Nov 2002|03:39pm] |
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Well, I`m in a lil bit of a better m0od t0day, But, Car0lyn, Call me whenever y0u see y0ur lil thinger. Anywayz, I g0t off the ph0ne with Justin at like 12:30 last night. I watched Save the last dance, and went t0 bed. I g0t up at like 10:30, and I had Lucky Charms. woo0! -dancez-. They were nummy! Then, I called Justin at n0on. He t0ld me that he was just gettin` ready t0 jump in the sh0wer. So, I t0ld him that I c0uld only talk f0r an h0ur, and that he c0uld wait. Well, He didn`t wait. Instead he decided t0 jump in the sh0wer while on the ph0ne with me. -growlz-. He`s s0 bad. Then, We were talkin` and stuff. Anywayz, I`m just g0nna d0 s0me quizzes, and put 'em in here. I l0ve y0u Justin!
~*Tasha*~
Which Season are you?
What colour of Skittle are you?
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[15 Nov 2002|10:23am] |
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Well, I kn0w it`s been awhile since I`ve made an entry in here. I think this is a very bad time t0 make an entry in here because I`m extremely pissed off. I d0n`t even kn0w what t0 say. So, I`m just g0nna waste an entry, and st0p. Well, bye. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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[07 Nov 2002|03:43pm] |
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Today was a l0ng day. My m0m g0t me up at 5:50. God, I was s0 tired all day. I g0t up, g0t my sh0wer, g0t ready f0r sch0ol, left, went t0 Koppy`s, t0ok my sister t0 her grandma`s h0use, then my m0m dr0pped me off at sch0ol. I g0t there, and there was barely any0ne there yet. First peri0d (Business Math), we did a review and junk. Then, sec0nd peri0d (Algebra II), we did review als0. Third (STS), we had a quiz, and then I wr0te Justin an0ther letter. Fourth (English), we watched the rest of Act III of "The Crucible". Fifth (Hist0ry), we went over our v0cab, and t0ok n0tez. Then I had lunch. Sixth (Micr0s0ft), pe0ple that owed stuff had t0 d0 that. Of c0urse, I owed n0thing s0 I played 'Javan0id' the wh0le peri0d. Then I had study hall. We played cards the wh0le peri0d. We g0t a new girl at our sch0ol. Her name is Maria. She`s really nice. She`s a freshman, but she l0oks like she sh0uld be a seni0r. Anyways, Eight I had study hall again, and me and Amanda did our Algebra h0mew0rk again. I th0ught ab0ut Justin the wh0le day. I didn`t get t0 talk t0 him much yesterday. He g0t on the c0mputer at like 6:30, and then he g0t off t0 g0 get his sh0wer, cuz he wasn`t supp0sed t0 be on in the first place. Then, I called him at 9, and n0 one answered, and I was shaking really bad. I didn`t kn0w why n0 one was answering, cuz he kn0ws I call him everyday at 9. Well, I kept tryin`, and finally Justin answered at 10. He t0ld me that he was talkin` t0 his br0ther Morris. So, I t0ld him I would call him back. He g0t on the c0mputer at 10:20, and t0ld me that he was off. So, I called him, and he ap0l0gized a milli0n and one times. There is n0 reas0n f0r him t0 be s0rry. His br0ther is m0re imp0rtant then me. He said he w0uld make it up t0 me. g'z, there`z n0thing t0 even make up. He didn`t d0 anything. It`z all g0od. At least I g0t t0 talk t0 him f0r 10 minutes. Then we had t0 get off, and I went t0 bed. Right n0w I`m really b0red. It`z 4:01. I`m talkin` t0 Diana, and waitin` f0r Lauren t0 get h0me, and waitin` f0r Justin t0o. Anywayz, I think Imma g0 n0w. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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[06 Nov 2002|05:33pm] |
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Well, yesterday was my dad`z birthday. I d0n`t even care th0ugh. I guess that`z what he get`z c0nsidering he never called me f0r my birthday. Oh wellz, He`ll get over it. Anywayz, I`m really c0ld n0w. I`m kind of listenin` t0 music, and d0in` n0thin` cuz Lauren is playin` a game for Ryan, and n0 one else is talkin` t0 me. I`m waitin` f0r Justin t0o, Of c0urse. -smirks-. I need my baby t0 warm me up right n0wwwwww. -whinez-. I miss him s0 much. I th0ught ab0ut him all day. I h0pe he had a g0od day at sch0ol t0day, and n0b0dy stepped on his f0ot. I`d kiss it better if they did, and if I c0uld. My m0m sh0uld of been h0me awhile ag0. I w0nder where she is. -bitez lip-. Maybe she`z talkin` t0 Sara`s grandma. God, She`z a blabberm0uth. She bugz the shit out of me s0metimez. Well, m0re like all the time, but shh d0n`t tell any0ne. -grinz-. God, I have really bad crampz in my st0mach. It`z been hurtin` ALL day. OMG! Today I w0re a th0ng, n0t thinkin` that I had gym. Well, there is this one girl, named Ge0rgie in my gym class. She`z a seni0r. She`z such a bitch. Anywayz, We changed f0r gym, and she was sittin` there watchin` me, and my friend Amanda. Well, then we had t0 g0 t0 the nurse, t0 get our hearing checked. So, Me, Amanda, and Kim went. Then we g0t back, and we had t0 g0 t0 the wrestling r0om f0r tae-b0. So, we went and we did that the entire peri0d. Then, we went back int0 the l0cker r0om. I t0ld Amanda that we sh0uld hurry up, and change s0 that she can`t l0ok at us while we change. So, We ran int0 the l0cker r0om, and I pulled my pantz off, and they were all twisted, and shit. It was s0 funny. The girl; Ge0rgie came back t0 the r0w where we are all at, and she just glared at us. I was like HA! What now, bitch? lmfa0. It was hilari0us. That was pretty much my dad s0 far. Well, My m0m is h0me n0w, and s0 is my `lil girl. Lauren is d0ne playin` the game f0r her br0ther. So, I`m talkin` t0 her, and Imma st0p typin` in here n0w. So yea. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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[04 Nov 2002|03:09pm] |
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I miss Justin s0 much. I d0n`t get t0 talk t0 him as much because of him n0t gettin` on the c0mputer, BUT, it`s all g0od, cuz I d0n`t want him on here, when he`s only g0nna get stressed out. I l0ve him s0 much. T0day we have been t0gether f0r 1 m0nth, 1 week, and 4 dayz. woo0! -dancez-. I l0ve every minute of it. He makez me the happiest girl in the w0rld. Jeebus, I tried gettin` a calling card t0 call him t0day, cuz he has off sch0ol, BUT, they were out of the one`s that I get. Stupid assh0les. -gr0wlz-. I wanted to call, and talk t0 him s0 bad. :( God, My m0m better let me call him t0night. I`ll cry if she d0n`t. We were kind of screamin` at each other last night. She can be such a bitch s0metimes. I`m really tired t0day. I didn`t get off the ph0ne with Lauren till like 12:30. My bitch g0t tired, and hunged up on me. :(. Oh well I guess. I kind of made her stay on l0nger then what she said she was g0in` t0.
-gigglez-. Jeebus, my gigglin` s0undz realllllly stupid. Anywayz, I think Imma g0 be b0red n0w, and wait f0r Laur t0 get h0me. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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[02 Nov 2002|12:18pm] |
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Today I have t0 g0 t0 my aunt`s h0use. I kind of want t0 g0. But, they are all g0nna g0 and get drunk. yay! -clapz-haha. NOT! Well, I think we`re supp0sed t0 be there at 6. Wh0 kn0wz with them. I`m talkin` t0 Justin right n0w. God, I l0ve that b0y m0re then anything in the wh0le w0rld. More then my life even. I guess I`m g0nna g0 n0w, cuz I really d0n`t kn0w what t0 say. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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[26 Oct 2002|09:35pm] |
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I`m s0 tired. Today, my m0m`z friend`z s0n was on the c0uch sleepin`, and he was sn0rin`. He w0ke me up at 9. I wanted t0 g0 and kick him in his face. I miss my baby. -fr0wnz-. I haven`t talked t0 him since Thursday. He went with his br0ther, and he`z m0re then likely havin` a g0od time, while I`m sittin` here m0pin` cuz I miss him. He was g0nna try really hard t0 get a callin` card, but apparently it didn`t g0 t0 well. Thank g0d he`s comin` h0me t0m0rr0w. I`d cry if it was any l0nger. Imma call him at 9, and h0pefully he`ll be h0me. I miss him s0 much. I just want t0 talk t0 him. But, it`ll be all g0od, cuz I`ll get t0 talk t0 him s0on. -smilez-. I wish I c0uld sh0w him h0w much I l0ve him. Anywayz, Like Lauren said in her j0urnal. I`m als0 sick of pe0ple and their lyin` shit. It`z bullshit, and I d0n`t want n0r need it. -kickz 'em all-. Imma g0 n0w. -sighz-. I l0ve y0u, Justin.
~*Tasha*~
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